Gonna find me some peace of mind

That's exactly what I did. I am settled in my new apartment and I love it. Comcast finally hooked up my wireless connection so I don't have to share a computer. Except for the fact that it is snowing again, I can honestly say I am truly happy. It's been a long time since I even imagined feeling like this. I haven't even been taking my Paxil. Some things must come from within and not a pill. This weather is killing my back though. I can feel the cold through every damn bone in my body. It is snowing again right now as I type. The power went out in our neighborhood for 15 hours the other day. It was fu-reeeezzzing. Thank God we had a gas stove and were able to boil water. I get downright evil without coffee. So that's what's been going on in my world. I hope everyone is well and happy. Joy to the world and all that good shit.

Woke up to ice and snow

Back on the early morning wake up. Looked out my window to see snow and ice. Welcome to winter in Baltimore. So today shall be deemed pajama day. Tomorrow is doctor day. It is safer to be in the house than outside as people can't drive for shit in the snow or ice. I am a spring chick, even a fall chick, but not a winter chick. No dice. Why do you think we moved to Georgia? Seriously. My life is improving daily and that is all I can ask for. I count my blessings daily. Things have been much worse so I take that as things are going well. Peace is a gift. I cherish it. Good people are also a gift. Cherish them too... Peace!

How do you know?

How do you know when you meet someone that they might be the next potential "One"? I have numerous trust issues, no great shock. I have a friend in my life who has been there through thick and thin and seen me at my worst. Trust me, my worst is pretty damn bad. He is still standing as my friend. He is the first thing I think of when I go to bed and the first thing on my mind when I wake up. Sick, I know. Have you ever had someone who touched you and knew your body like it was theirs? I have and it scared the shit out of me. I have done everything humanly possibly to make this man go away and he won't. He is there, constantly. Patiently. He never ceases to amaze. I am scared to death...

What does sunday mean to you?

To me it means going out for a phenomenal breakfast, LOTS of coffee, and thankfully not football. I will watch it to appease others who share our nations fascination with the damn game. I find out about my one job Monday, so please everyone, say a prayer, make a wish whatever works. Oh yeah, I learned one rewarding thing about parenting. When your kids get older they will def keep in touch. To ask us for money. Ah, the ties that bind. Happy Sunday!

Wish me luck

Time to get off my ass and get back to the work scene. I have an interiew with my old boss. Going to kiss major ass. I am going crazy not working. I have had enough pajama days to last a life time. Seriously. So my interview is at two. Keep your fingers crossed and say a prayer for me.

What to do?

Why do men think with their dicks? Will someone please give me a good answer? I live with a married couple and guess who is chasing me around the house every chance he gets? Yup, her husband. I go back to work Friday night and I can'T wait. I have just learned from past experience that you don't shit where you live, nor fuck where you live. I just think men and women are two seperate entities. We should live on different planets. Maybe just hook up once a week. Than we would all get along fine. Just my rant. I think women are just the stronger of the two sexes. Plain and simple. Anyone agree?

And so a new year is upon us...

What a year, huh people? I moved out of my house and I now rent a room from a couple and am finallhy at peace. So I finally got unpacked and settled in my new place and now can blog away. I just realized that I didn't need that big house. It attracted to many needy people who needed a place to stay and it just became too much of a headache. So now I have a nice room in a beautiful apartment. Noone can get in unless I buzz them in. I like that security feature. I am starting to find my happiness and peace. Now I am NOT moving anywhere for a long damn time. I still have things in my old house that I need to bring here, but I am almost done. It's always a long strange trip, but I am really enjoying the journey. Peace people's.