Smile with your eyes dammit

I was drinking my early coffee and they have a ANTM marathon. Does anyone really need to learn how to walk and prance and pose in real life? Sorry, I understand the entertainment value of the show. It just doesn't apply to my real life. I smile with my eyes when I am waiting on tables, period. I watch these girls sob and cry when the get eliminated. Way to go to boost someone's self esteem. Yes, I am getting jaded in my old age, and I am quite ok with it. Here is a toast to being content and over 40!

Finally!!!!

I am back. Have had a hell of a time with the internet. My friend and I went out to Best Buy Sunday and he bought me a brand new Gateway laptop. I love it!!! Things are slowly coming together. I have been going nuts without the internet. I love to write as well as read. I will be going back to work this week and getting back into the groove of life. I am going nuts in the house. Dog shopping is on the agenda as well. I wanted to hold off until I was totally well before I got a puppy. I am slowly gaining weight and healing. Life has thrown some crazy turns but I am still here and still perservering. Now, time to catch up on my favorite blogs. Peace!