Apr 7, 2012

Insomnia Blues

That is where I am tonight.  Can't sleep and don't want to hit the Xanax bottle. I think it is the stress of getting this move done.  The rent check just cleared at the bank and I have the new house key on my ring. It's official.  I love the new place, but as usual change is scary to me, whether good or bad.  It's change.  I wonder why so many people are afraid of change?  I hear everyone mention that.  It's like being in a situation that you can take or leave, just being stagnant.  When an opportunity comes along to improve your quality of life you hem and haw.  Thankfully this change is being forced upon us, and I know it's for the best.  I am now officially broke, but my money all went for positive things.  There are so many things I want to get for the new place.  I can't wait for the yard sales to start.  One man's junk....

I just want to thank everyone who has been reading me for quite awhile and the newer folks who just started.  I value your comments and look forward to reading everyone's life journey's daily.  It makes me feel that I am not alone in my struggle to move forward in my life, no matter how many obstacles are thrown in the way.  So thank you everyone for all the support you have given me through the years.  It really does make a difference.  Be well and keep rowing that boat..You will reach your destiny soon enough.  Peace!