I don't mind cause I live in the light....

Howdy,,

God what a day...Any of you ever just work with a nasty bitch that you cant' stand. I am sure. Well I work with one. She is old and cranky and just fucking nasty. Makes the day a pure joy. And people wonder why I stay medicated. Puhleeze.....The old lady that I work with has a daughter who is a heroin addict and has her currently on Suboxone. So even tho I am on pain management she considers me a junky. Of fucking well. I don't really give a flying fig what that bitch thinks..How do you like me now? I get so tired of judgmental people. They are the sames ones that get drunk every night talking in slurred words about the community junkies. Can't stand a hypocrite. How about you?

Just got back from walking Mr. Auggie....my dog is so spoiled. I wish I had his life. All he does is sleep, play and lick himself. Not a bad way to live. I am glad we are able to give him a good home. We got him from a dope house on Collington Ave. They didn't have any electricity and we went in the basement and I stepped on him. God was he tiny. I fell in love right there, and gave the so-called owner some cash and walked out with my dog. That was last spring. So I guess he is almost about a year old now. I can only imagine what his life would have been like if we wouldn't have found him. Ugh...so glad we did.....

Keeping my fingers crossed

Well back to the doctors today. Hopefully he will prescribe me my regular regimen of meds. I ran out early this month and he had to write me a weeks worth of percosets to substitute the methadone, trust me, not a good swap comfort wise. Plus, I am stressing as I have court tomorrow for back child support for arearrages. Both of my kids are by my first husband, but when they were young I kept the one and he kept the other, but than he turned our oldest boy over to his mother who in turn sued me for child support because her son is a bum who never supported any of the numerous children he has spawned. So now, the child in question is turning 22 and I owe 1559.00. I have never gotten a dollar from this man not even a cheeseburger for either of our boys, yet I am being threatened with jail unless I bring a chunk of cash to court tomorrow. I don't get the system at all. That is why I try to limit all of my dealings with any type of government systems. They just don't make sense to me...