Keeping my fingers crossed

Well back to the doctors today. Hopefully he will prescribe me my regular regimen of meds. I ran out early this month and he had to write me a weeks worth of percosets to substitute the methadone, trust me, not a good swap comfort wise. Plus, I am stressing as I have court tomorrow for back child support for arearrages. Both of my kids are by my first husband, but when they were young I kept the one and he kept the other, but than he turned our oldest boy over to his mother who in turn sued me for child support because her son is a bum who never supported any of the numerous children he has spawned. So now, the child in question is turning 22 and I owe 1559.00. I have never gotten a dollar from this man not even a cheeseburger for either of our boys, yet I am being threatened with jail unless I bring a chunk of cash to court tomorrow. I don't get the system at all. That is why I try to limit all of my dealings with any type of government systems. They just don't make sense to me...