Well it's been a minute since I last wrote anything or thought about writing. Pulling an all niter tonite cause I simply can't sleep. I woke up feeling rough this morning. For the first time in many years. I have to confess I resorted to the only available relief, and it worked just like it used too...Really didn't have much of a choice. Yesterday I was saved by my favorite customer who has chronic back pain. Today I strolled down memory lane with Kenny, and we might have well been on The Wire. We used to be The Wire. Not much has changed in our lovely city, just more cameras and maybe more of a police presence. I don't want no trouble, just trying to make it a few more days til the doctor. I was told not to come early and I do not want to make him mad. A friend of mine stopped over late this evening and dropped off something to take the edge off...Saving it for the morning. It is amazing to me how something as small as a pill, any 'ol pill, is so fucking powerful, physically. Legal drugs are almost worse than the illegal ones. Shit, they are all bad. I remember a time so long ago...when I actually functioned like a ??normal???? person- took vitamins and that was it. Many suns have set since that time in my life. Many many suns. On a positive note work bumped me up some more shifts which made me happy. Finally a chance to have money in my pocket. So not much else..have to read some emails and get caught up at things I have neglected. I did a good job on cleaning the house today, patting my self on back. Ooopssss, Kenny just woke up....it ain't pretty...just got him some coffee...he isn't totally awake yet...but I do have some other things to do so that is it for now...
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