Sep 4, 2009

Stress

Sorry I haven't been blogging. I checked out the place it's perfect. My problem is money, of course. No matter how I do the math, I am short. My bosses mother died yesterday so the restaurant is going to be closed for three days. That's alot of money to me. The cheapest truck I could find to rent is $350.00. I just can't make the numbers add up. So now depression is sinking in and I am scared. My old boss did say she would rehire me, they had just hired some new people. She called me as I was boarding the plane and said for me to call her every week and she would try to find me an opening, but she did say she would re-hire me. It's finding me a spot. The truck is rented for Oct. 1. I can't burn my current landlord as she lives 3 minutes down the street from me in Baltimore, plus I clean for her from time to time for $15 an hour. So that is why I have been away from my keyboard. Gotta get ready for work. Please pray for me.

5 comments:

the walking man said...

Lori, stress is the reaction that opens the door to defeat and failure. Calm determination shuts that door and opens some others that are much more interesting.

Breathe babe. Quit the worry and fear and be patient for a short time.

Brother Frankie said...

praying

Whitemist said...

praying!
This is a tough one!

Lori said...

I am going to survive. I know in my heart. God has never let me down. At least I have a place to go, and hopefully a job waiting for me. It is the stress of money packing, and discarding my late husband's clothes etc. "They" say the three most stressful things in life are death, divorce and moving. In that order. I do believe it might be true. Thanks for all your support and well wishes.

Brother Frankie said...

dear friend,
remember to stay in the moment. not the past, not tomorrow, but the present moment. you will be ok.

also, when you feel stressed, think about the folks from all over the country, that have never met you, but can honestly say they care for you and are thinking about you..

you are loved.
Brother Frankie..

(hey, how is the money borrowing relative making out? im praying for them.. LOL)