Sep 8, 2009

Feelin' Alright

Shaking the blues away. I must get ready for the future. Turn the page so to speak. I am sure Georgia is a lovely state. I can find beauty anywhere. The memories here are just too painful. Baltimore is what it is, but that is what I know and that is where all my resources are. Time to shake the blues away, get my ass outta these pj's and get my head clear. Thanks to everyone who has offered me encouragement along the way. You have no clue what it means to me. I am still awaiting for the Senator's office to give me the results of Kenny's official inquest. He died June 1 and they have escalated it to the director's office. It is September now and nothing has been resolved. This is the one thing I won't let go. I will fight the good fight so no one else has to experience watching their loved ones suffocate to death due to lack of medical supplies. I don't care how many years it takes. So I reaching deep within myself and getting my butt in gear for a new beginning. The encouragement I receive from all of your comments inspires me and give me hope that I am not alone in this big globe. Thank you all so much. I think a shower if the first thing in order. Have a great day.


Lou said...

You are strong, and once the move really gets in gear I think you will feel a lot better.

the walking man said...

Yes a shower would be good seeing as we have been having breezes out f the southeast.

Moving is easy once you get the old bones in motion and the muscles stretched some. Just be clear in your mind Lori and take each moment as it comes and do what the moment requires of you and you will move forward.

Be Well Kiddo.

Lori said...

Lou- I agree with your comment. Once I know that it is almost here I think the depression shall lift. It is the waiting and being in limbo that is horrid.

Walking Man- Well smartypants, I showered. Wouldn't want any funky breezes blowing your way. I am all about moving forward. It just seems that it is taking forever.

butterflies said...

Oh your grief is really so new I hadnt realised.
I hope that you will find the answers you need soon!!

Lori said...

butterflies- I hope I find my answers as well. I was with this man for 20 years. I am 42. This is the first time I have been alone. It is going to be alright, just taking it in baby steps.