Feb 6, 2011

Early am. babble etc...

This is what happens when you have too much time on your hands. You think about EVERYTHING. I have a few people on the planet I can call friends. Have you ever been friends with a couple? It's not always easy. Especially when you and the man get along and have much more in common than the woman. I love the female part of this couple. We are just very different women. I became friends with her husband first. He was a godsend at a very difficult time in my life. I have always gotten along great with men. I understand them. Women are fucking crazy. I know this. I am one crazy female myself. P, the female, is the most wonderful, loving wife I have ever met. She is a sweet person. Heart of gold. M, the male is also a caring loving, intelligent man. She loves him unconditionally. He loves her too, but God does he love women. Women other than his wife. I can separate sex and love. So can M. P, wants the traditional man, good husband and all that jazz. I have learned that what works for some people doesn't work for others etc. I have also learned the older I get to keep my mouth shut. Have you ever met someone so sweet and genuinely good that you would never want to see them hurt? That is how she is to me. They are also my new roommates. Hence, another reason I am learning to mind my business. She welcomed me into her home no questions asked and that touched me. Her husband told her I am a good person and she didn't hesitate. Certain qualities she possess amaze me. This world is not the most loving place to be. You really do stand alone. Since the death of my husband I have had a whirlwind experience in learning to stand on my own to feet. I have met some of the most fucked up human beings ever, and also conducted myself as such. The fact that two "strangers" would welcome me and my emotional train wreck into their home and treat me like family astounds me. That big house was too much for me. I am much happier here, renting a room. I am content and safe. So, I know this turned into one big ramble, but that's where I am at this morning. Too much caffeine. Oh yeah, Happy Superbowl Sunday to all you people who care about football. Peace!

1 comment:

Sarcastic Bastard said...

Glad to hear you are happy and with such nice people!