Feb 29, 2008

I am a huge Dennis Leary fan



Back to work tonight..Just going in for a few hours to run the lottery tonight. Gravy. And than the work week begins. Trying to round up enough happy meds till Monday, down to the wire...I can make it, I am just like the little engine that could.. I think I can, I think I can...Michelle and her old man stopped over last night..not the most healthy activities we participated in, but thankfully it didn't last long and didn't cost me a penny. I am trying to totally break away from the people I work with, as they are all in my business. I have a few applications to drop off...If I am going to work full time I want to make money. Bottom line.

Feb 28, 2008

Are you a soul man????

My name is Seth..Seth Plate



One of my favorite movies...

Working on pajama day #2



Yes, I am a huge Al Pacino fan..This is one of my favorite movies....
Stretch and yawn..feels so good to sleep in these past two days. I love going to work, but than I also love being home, watching movies and lounging on the computer. The best of both worlds. These past two days have been incredibly pleasant, which is rare. I think that the older a person gets, peace of mind is something that becomes a top priority. I have grown to hate chaos and disorder in my life. I like things to just flow. I hate the bumps in the road, cause usually they are huge, more like potholes. I am trying to make more time for my family. Kenny has issues, but he is a patient man, and Jesse (Jay) just turned 18 this month. It seems that when it comes down to the wire all that we have to count on is our family. So I am trying not to take that area in my life for granted. Or as in their words, "Stop being such a bitch"...Plus I woke up to my period this morning, which explains the chocolate eating for the last two days and the bloated miserable feeling. I heard an old joke which says the only reason they labled pre-menstrual syndrome what they did, PMS, is because Mad Cow Disease was already taken..hahaha..I am sure a man made that joke. And that is all for now, waiting for this coffee to clear my head. Trying to get motivated, don't see it happening right this second. Have a great day!!!!

Feb 27, 2008

The rest of the day



This is a picture of a very good friend of mine. Noone has ever made me laugh as hard as he, Keith, has. Sadly, he left Baltimore to move to Carolina. We worked at Denny's together. He is one of the best line cooks I have ever worked with. Plus, he always has a good eye for hot men. I am so proud of him for being in a real relationship now, a long term one at that. If you are reading this, kudos to you!!! It wound up being a very chill type day. Felt so good to be off work. No aggravation, no bullshit. I am still in my pj's...yup that's right...today was pajama day. I needed one. I think most people would be happier if they had a pajama day. Too tired too post anything else

Shake that paranoia can't stop the rock...Truer in more than one way. I loved the movie this was from ..From 0-60 seconds with Nicholas Cage. I get a day off finally, waiting on a certain person to swing by to brighten my day a bit. Kenny is laying on the couch being a bitch. Once he pushes that plunger in he becomes a totally different person. I can't wait to see my doc on Monday. I wish I could find something that would make him feel just as good, but so far I can't find the magic pill for him. His moods are growing rather tiresome. And it's not even like he has to get up and go to work. Speaking of work, it is getting harder and harder to make a damn living, especially on this side of town. People just don't have extra money anymore. If they are broke they can't tip properly. Which makes me very unhappy. I think I am getting ready to try to work back in the Towson, Timonium area. Plus, I miss living out there. Crab season will be here in a month or two, and that's where all the money is in Baltimore. If I am going to waitress, like the Army says, I might as well be the best that I can be, and stop working at neighborhood dives. I take that back, I don't work at a dive, but it is not the "most happening" place..There that sounds better. Yes, I love to sugar coat shit....

Feb 26, 2008

Feelin' Too Damn Good...


Yeah, worked sucked today. It's the end of the month and everyone I wait on, at least the majority of them are all over 50 and waiting for SSI checks and whatnot, so their is no money there. I just feel like if I am going to work 40 hours a week in a restaurant I might as well get off my ass and go work at one where I can make some decent money. It is depressing to work all day and put gas in the car and buy two packs of cigarettes and be broke. This side of town is so economically depressed it is pathetic. There really are no decent restaurants to work in where you can make great money, like I am used to making. It doesn't give you much incentive to get out of bed in the morning. I can't stand being a broke bitch. Unfortunately we are also waiting for the 3rd to get Kenny's SSI check, which also happens to be my doctor day. I can't WAIT til Monday. I am just tired of the dumpy Dundalk Diners. They are all the same. Everyone puts ketchup on their steaks..Need I say more? Ugh I need medication...