December

I remember you,
I inhaled your essence
it brought me out of my shell
Than you spread throughout my veins
taking me to heaven and than as a reminder
straight to hell..
Even tho I have left you behind
you are still a part of who I am today
the little whisper in my mind.
of all that could be
all that was
How hard I struggled to break free
Yet, why do I miss you?