Jun 22, 2009


I keep holding on to what?
I feel my spirit ready to leave
the confines of safety.
I want to fight.
I want to run.
The water is stagnant.
No current.
I need movement, stimulation
to stay sane.
The walls are closing in.
The phone rings too much.
Leave me the fuck alone
thank you very much.
Are you blind?
I am mending my soul
That is my right
I will figure this out
Let me fall
Let me cry
Let me heal
I am broken.


the walking man said...

It's cool take your time and treat the phone calls same as you do your customers. With a detached awareness that they are calling from their need not understanding yours.

Lori said...

I am trying Mark. Two steps forward, one step back.

the walking man said...

don't ask anymore than that of yourself kiddo.

Lou said...

People mean well..but I would be like you, wanting solitude when I'm feeling broken.

Don't answer the phone, or tell people gently, I need time alone right now. Most everyone get's that. Of course, there will always be a few that want to "talk it over." Arrggg..those kind drive me NUTS!

You are sweet & gentle soul.

Lori said...

Thank you!