Nov 4, 2009

My Own Twilight

I try to imagine falling in love again, and if I ever will. I am a sucker for love stories and happy endings. I wonder, do they still exist? That unconditional forever love. Right now I must admit I am enjoying my solitude, but I do get lonely, but I am very wary of who I choose for close friends. For now I shall snuggle and get my comforot from my dog at night as he is my regular bedpartner. He is loyal. He switches back and forth between Jesse and I. I just wonder if I ever will fall in love again and what it will feel like. Or shall I be an old grumpy spinster? Ugh that sounds like a scary fairy tale. I just realize I am getting lonely, not all the time, but enough to make me wonder what is out there. Right now I am too scared to go "out there"....

4 comments:

Lou said...

You have a kind and loving heart.

I predict some day, some where, some one will fall in love with you again.

Lori said...

Lou- I believe things happen when they are meant to happen. So for now, I am just learning to be on my own and take care of this big kid. Once my stress level gets settled and I feel more comfortable than who knows...thanks for you kind words, as always.

the walking man said...

One moment at a time kiddo. No more no less.

Lori said...

I think that is what I believe as well...