London Calling or anyone calling,....

Another favorite of mine. I wish I could find some new bands that could make my heart pound or at least get my panties wet....Just medicated my self to get ready for work tonight. Barb stopped over last night. Spent all of her money..sigh...when will people learn? I called her to come pick up her phone. I got a really nice new cell phone so I am giving her my old one so she can save money and not have to buy minutes constantly. Speaking of wet panties Kenny and I have not been having sex hardly ever. I am getting sooooo frustrated. I actually watched porn on the internet last night and was surprised how turned on I got. I have to do something about my sex life, boyfriend/girlfriend, sigh, I really want to stay faithful but how much longer can someone go without sex. I wonder if there are other married couples out there living without sex? I still have so much wildness inside of me that is not getting fulfilled. We talk about it and he claims he is in a depression, plus he is diabetic and his medication makes it hard for him to ummmm be hard...Also in his depression he hardly ever showers or shaves anymore, bordering on gross. I know that sounds mean, I love him, but God I miss sex.....What would you do?